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4/14/2004 12:14:00 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
star-skee and hutch
watched starsky and hutch preview screening with partner-in-crime carol today. thanx to cang who won the tix from perfect 10. heee... i din point a gun at him to let carol and me go. happened tat he was going to KL this week. hee.. so got the sweet treat. anyway muddled-head carol has a paper tmr noon and still went with me cos she dun wan to fly me aeroplane. thanx girl and jia you for tmr's paper!! appreciate it!
saw utt in cineleisure b4 we proceeded upstairs. yes, carol and i confirmed we saw him. but i'd rather it's not him cos he's kinda short and doesn't look as shuai as he shld be. oops.. price of being a star. simply love him on the giordano posters. so sad when they took it down in the suntec branch. it was a star-studded night when we also saw daniel ong, jean danker (she's really skinny), annabelle francis with her hubby (sorry if i spelled wrongly) sheik haikel. cos it was a perfect 10 preview screening, the morning madness duo daniel starsky and haikel hutch opened the show. they were quite funny well reacted quite good on the spot i would say.
the movie was quite funny, love star-skee's car. classic man. and if u guys ever watch it, look out for this guy called huggy bear. he's damn cool man. haha.. basically an all action no brainer show jus very funny lah. but well enjoy the break off. once again sorry to carol. hee.. with power and inspiration from rob, these 2 days's been pretty productive for me. finished reading relevant chapters of the OM text and did one past year paper, leaving me feeling pretty confident. oops.. okok better not be too complacent. anyway thanx rob!! first time study until neck ache today. heee.. some more apb readings to finished b4 thursday paper and hopefully i'll keep up my momentum these 2 days.
well caught up with carol a bit over dinner. hee like i said very much a anti-social recluse these days. study at home or with siang yin (monday at liang court starbucks and today at funan coffee bean then after lunch at the food court). today siang yin not supposed to meet me but her upstairs' neighbour jus started renovations at 10am exactly today so she had no choice but to get out of the house to join me. hee. was having breakfast at coffee bean with chun at my expense cos she treated me durian the previous day. jogged to bugis to meet chun to buy durian yesterday cos 5 puny durian couldn't satisfy her craving the previous saturday. sadly when i reached bugis, my fav durian stall not selling durian hai.. so looked ard got 2 stalls at the end of the bugis village stretch that sells but was pretty ex and found another stall at the pasar malam. thought the bugis village one more reliable cos at least it's a permanent stall so chun bought 2 durian @ $17 and ta pao home. asked siang to join us after we reached home and we had a sumptous appetizer b4 dinner.
hai.. been having a debate over religon with chun. she's been going to church with her sec sch track and field coach. hai.. well jus kinda feel sad tat we no longer stand the same as free-thinkers cos i guess she is starting to believe in smth i dun. no offense but well feel a gap in thinking coming. hai.. i expressed objection cos i know mama and papa are not going to like wat chun will tell them later on. hai.. but well i know i can't keep her if she's really determined to go tat way. jus dun like her to say "god bless me" to me. reacted quite negatively. feel tat she's drifting away becos of this. hai.. well at the end of this debate, glad tat she reassured me tat she's still my sister. hai.. jus glad to hear tat after an almost intense discussion. hai... think i got to change my attitude when i talk to ppl who differ from my pt of view. i tend to get aggressive very easily.. hai.. rem when sherlene told me she is considering double major think i reacted quite negatively. sorry to sherlene!!!
anyway was talking to carol today updating her on my life and stuff. hai.. began to think of a matter. yue xiang yue qi. began to feel tat my frenship to a fren not important like tat that he can share a conversation between me and him to somebody else and caused a misunderstanding. well think i was rather agitated when i was in tat conversation so hai.. said smth like perhaps i could have phrased better. beginning when he confessed i din feel so angry but to think of it after the whole thing is settled makes me feel so unsettled. i do feel tat in comparision of the relationship between him and tat somebody and the relationship between him and me, i feel tat i am so insignificant to him tat he can risk our frenship jus to tell the somebody how i feel. thought at least he could have given me a warning. cos after he shared our conversation, that somebody was angry with me for a few days until i got to know of the matter after he confessed. cleared it up already and carol consoled me lah. hai.. jus feel so sad tat things turned out to be this way. i hoped nothing changed in this frenship but i jus feel so sad and told him tat i washed my hands off this matter. but dun worry i'll get over it soon. and dun worry i'm ok... and this person in question (i dunnoe whether u read my blog) but u dun owe me any more explanations. jus concentrate on exams k? and this somebody it's not ur fault lah. pretty much so mine. so dun need to clear anything up.
seriously ppl when i say i'm ok, i'm ok. the fact tat i can jus relate it out shows tat i'm ready to let it go. tat's jus me. so i can remain as carefree and cheerful as usual. so dun need to worry abt me when u guys shld be more concerned abt exams..
ok feel much better. time to move on to my bed.. rest my neck.. still aching. thanx for reading guys.. and u take care...
skee the great
*Esse
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