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9/05/2004 01:38:00 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
shit man.. bday blues are coming..
i'm so damn pissed wrote like 20 mins worth of stuff then jus clicked on a link on MSN it's gone. okok.. i shall jus summarise then.
feeling bday blues. was out with leon and zhuzhu and leon said tat bdays after 21 are like days when he can eat cakes at home days. *scratch scratch. my goodness is it really tat bad? feeling bluey again becos again 21 years of my life accomplished nothing. jus like last year. mus develop a SOP to deal with this every year man otherwise this quarter life crisis thing will become middle life crisis.. hahaha. well think there's always a trigger event lah. this time the trigger event is damn unexpected. thought it would have not much impact on me. but dunnoe why it's makign me feel bluey... blue blue skee.. cannot imagine.. hai.. there can onli be yellow and bright bright skee so i better cut out of this nonsense soon.
had my first JS tut.. heee.. the tutor made us marketing majors sound like gods and goddesses. but in the end nobody grab us to be project mates and the 3 marketing majors (zhaoyong, raymond and me) of the class in the same group. then we picked lots and got organic food to be marketed in japan. aahhh.. wat the * is organic food. even the tutor dunnoe man. haha.. but dun worry we'll find out soon. another xiong project to be done.. oh no... no prize money or seed money this time.. hahaha. shit man talking like i'm a damn money-hungry student. hahaha anyway had pre lunch lunch with zhao yong and raymond(biz ad). found out raymond is from DHS.. hahaa. happy man. hahaha why do ppl always have this thing when we find out ppl are from the same sch. maybe increase the sense of related-ness.. haha and more common topics. anyway he is really very funny and very nice to talk to.
bought qingyi's pressie with leon and zhuzhu but hai in the end din go to her party cos mama's sick and she has tons of work to finish so thought of finishing some work for her then she can go rest early.. hai... anyway papa popped a very surprising question. asked me if i wanted to work in the shop after i graduate. cos he sees me helping out mama quite often haha which is not very often lah. well not tat i dun wanna help but i think i will pose a threat to my step brother if i start working fulltime at the shop. hahaha then maybe he will buck up? but like i said i dun think i'll be succeeding the biz lah. papa is a big MCP, he loves sons more than daughters obviously. and i think this kinda thing needed to be groomed from young. i dun think i'm cut out for it lah.. hope papa wun be too disappointed. or shall i jus hahaha.. work for a while.. hee.. jus to add some competition. better not... then expectations even more hard to manage then. was thinking of the one way ticket to china article in lian he zao bao. tat singaporeans buy an one way ticket to find a job there. sounds pretty challenging. maybe i shld do tat when i'm really desperate next year? haha.. meanwhile let me jus enjoy my student life man and europe next year!!
was in borders today with leon and zhu. picked up a few trekking books and looked through some guide books. have no idea where i wanna go in dec man.. okok i'll go research. maybe shld i go diving? hope my ear will be more guai this time and equalise nicely.
yesterday went to combined martial arts display with zhuzhu, carol and zhilong. to support david and johnny. not too bad lah.. hahhaa.. carol is so se man.. hahah lusting after the indian lead's muscles.. but hahaha not too bad lah. had dinner with zhi long. i can say he's really good company man. although i think i still dunnoe much abt him, but we get along alright. haha there are some ppl who are bound to be like tat huh... but i appreciate him lah. then we had supper. zhilong and the babes.. hahaa.. he refuse to look at us with specs becos he says his specs reserved for bio-ing chio bus.. wat the shit. hahha.. but nice of him to offer to pay for our supper with his onli 7 bucks left and offer to wash the dishes for the uncle.
swam with ah ryl and ah hong. met vicky at the swim swim pool. ah rly is really damn strong man. ok she was in TJ swim team so mus have liao. anyway hahaha ah hong's back is very nice.. hahaha.. tat's wat vicky says and i agree. but i dunnoe why muscle so big but swim so..... haha he's ok lah. oopps.. think i never warm up properly so got cramp in the middle of the pool. lucky i manage to float back to the sides. shit man wat the hell is the lifeguard doing. aren't he supposed to save my life? nvm.. why am i paying the sports facilities fee man? hai.. maybe i'm jus not babe material enough but well i can take care of myself.. hmph!
anyway need to zzz already.. sun tanning with the babes tmr at my pool.. wan an...
skee the great
*Esse
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