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8/27/2005 12:35:00 AM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
the end marks a new beginning
AGM 2005 an end... thinking of it makes me wanna cry again. hai.. sickening fang ting had to say tat if i dun cry then i go home will even be worse. she's so right. well my dam broke when sheryl said she stayed at 20th comm becos of me. then i'm like wah kao dun say tat. then i started sobbing le. then i mumbered smth abt i onli finished writing notes to her and terry. i guess i feel i 欠her the most. i mean i know she couldn't stand the comm midway le. made me feel so guilty for forcing her to do things. hai... but i'm glad she's like a grown-up girl le. when she say things also different le. i guess tat's my onli consolation. like seeing all the kids grown up like tat. i'm really proud of every single one of them. terry's style reminds me so much of em. haha... i bet now meetings will be longer, more self-reflective like em's. haha.. oopss i guess days of catching the last bus is back le. okok.. haha i shall give terry the benefit of the doubt. joining the oldies at their bench feels like i'm really finally joining them le. now i guess i finally understand how sophy felt last year. how weird it was to join the new comm for activities. think if i made my speech longer, i would become too emotional. haha... hai.. i will really miss this place, this family (in my heart always).. NUS ODAC.
anyway thought today's session to share and give the 21st comm team feedback was really constructive. oh man i would have killed to have this kinda thingy from the 19th comm man. i'm glad almost everybody turned up in hope tat they can help. and of cos the supper after was damn priceless. jus very happy to see everybody as a couple now. hee.. 2 news today so jus feel very happy for them.
hai.. would have loved to hear guocai and zhuzhu sing together but well too bad too late le. haven heard zhu's 心痛 for a long time le. in 许环梁's words, her 心痛 got so much 麻点 for me some how. first heard this song on hear out 3 or smth from her. it really touched me and has been one of my fav songs. zhu always manages to make me feel so much from her songs. love to hear her sing. she's my 绝对superstar in my heart always... sorry vin and zhu, i was late again. shouldn't be so 贪睡。 headache also no improvement. felt worse after actually. sorry...
had a second interview at manzaro today. hai.. dun think i'm the sales person they wan nor i wan to be tat sales person, although the overseas opportunities really very real. after the 1st interview, the marketing director sounds so ready to jus dump me in india to sell coffee. but i guess i really learnt loads from the interviews. like rem to have enough cash to pay for the carpark. haha... no lah and red has the shortest wavelength so it's most visible from far and thus attract consumers and catch their attention this way and tat coffee is beneficial for preventing cancer. jus glad tat i made it through to the 2nd round. hope huiping get me a better deal soon. haha and heard from zhaoyong loreal hiring!!! haha ok shall try my luck tmr! another bizader haven i bet. so sad found out eunice and andrew's gonna be at the same table as me for dnd. and zy's gonna be somewhere with rob. aarrgghh gonna kill rob man. ooppss can i jus pretend i'm in malaysia and climbing mountain? haha evil idea coming... i'm damn mean to leave the boys. but but but... finding dress, doing makeup damn bo lah. esp when i'm doing alone. haha... =Þ
hai.. thought i told myself not to 主动 le after the hard lesson but somehow can't help it. 为什么？aarrghh... let's jus see how things go. i'm not confrontational, like always. why am i always avoiding it? aarrgghh.. disgusted with myself.
this is bad. sad skee is sick or sick skee is sad. maybe it's a cause and effect thing. haha.. alright will drop dr goh a visit tmr. my fav doc as always. reason not to help mama too early in the morning too. haha. i'm so mean. alright. need to zzz le.
skee the great
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