8/24/2005 12:05:00 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

ramblings...

this 2 weeks are like whirlpool. can't do anything really. jus have to go with the flow. today suddenly get the feeling tat i dunno wat i'm doing with my life. i guess tat's the result of being unemployed for a while. but i guess i'm neither here nor there or watever. jus stuck in between everything. haha.. helping mama and she's pressuring me to help her more this week cos i kinda work the hours i like to meet up with frens going back to canada or US. then helping raymond a bit more and ya we are fine lah. i mean we are alright le tat day after the incident. ODAC hasn't ended yet and haha haven done so much things tat i wished i can to hand over properly. no time to send more resumes and doesn't help tat the 4 i sent out no reply. hai... jus so stuck in between everything. i'm sure it will better next week lah. so meanwhile i'll hang on. by nails, teeth or watever. haha..

today, sent siang off to sydney. we din see her to the departure gate lah but her flight is re-timed then we are there zuo bo too. hai.. i'm sure she will be strong and enjoy her stay there lah. haha...it's for 1 year onli anyway. yeah going to join her in sydney in may/june but prob onli 1 week i guess. on the way there, on the MRT, i was in a crowded train then there was this uncle quite old i guess but perhaps he looked strong enough. nobody gave up their seat for him. well the row in front of me there were 3-4 elderly sitting le lah, then a NS guy who's zzz or maybe pretending to zzz, then 2 working adults women whom i'm so disgusted with somehow. talking so loudly with their frens standing but like bo hiew the uncle beside me. aarrgghh.. such a sensitive society we are. felt like asking someone to give up their seat. brought grand mama for eye check up the other time at GH. maybe my grand mama looked more needy bah. someone immediately got up and gave up his/her seat. somehow the attitude towards the elderly biased towards wat we can see onli. why not we jus give up to any elderly? isn't this our chinese values? hai.. was jus feeling damn disillusioned abt our society. waited damn long at the airport for 36 to go to orchard to meet bb and liv. had the nice nice pizza at wisma. feel bad tat they had to wait for me til 9pm to have dinner. ooppss. anyway hanging with bb and liv always helped to appease my loud and girly side. haha.. was jus mentioning to them not every 4 girls gather together will have this kinda explosive reaction. yes we are loud. yes we are damn AA when we hang. can we blame ourselves cos we are all pretty girls too? haha.. lala.. gonna miss bb when she goes back to canada man. hai.. this is the season where ppl come back and then head back... gg and shu leaving on sunday. haha met gg and shu really 3-4 times since they got back le. haha.. highest times in 3 years. but ya can feel the distance le lah definitely esp gg. maybe it's jus me being too caught up in my own world.

yesterday went out with fang ting haha we went shopping. so fun and so nice to hang with her. been so long since i really shopped. maybe since i came back from europe. ms santa claus gave me this top to wear for AGM so nice of her. haha.. we went to change the top cos can't fit sadly though it's really a nice top. got a white one instead. and the shop happens to be owned by guo cai's cousin. haha.. then we went shopping for exco pressies. onli bought 2 though. but i mus say damn suay lah. saw maggie goh at campers. this lady teacher in TJ who will go "girls you shouldn't be sitting this way beside the drain.. etc etc" then saw ian at base camp. HELP!! and they like having a meeting but was good tat i saw teck kwang. invited him for AGM otherwise would have forgotten. oopss.. then we bought earrings, she bought this green halter top which was really cheap. haha.. anyway the 2 sick cats. ok she was more sick than me although i had a splitting headache. she was coughing. but we had a good time trying to spot good buys at bugis street. damn 乱. my eyes going bonkers le. and we were trying to find this particular shop at level 2 and level 1. damn amazing how they can jus disappear. oh ya and bought 2 cds. $7 each damn cheap lah but well quality not tat good. bought penny's 爱疯了 and 张绍涵。 fruitful day. lala...

sunday was supposed to stay home and finish up reports. was doing fine until bear bear dropped by to pick up his bag. i borrowed for race 3. and he's going mt k. haha.. anyway i jus showed him my europe pics, he sat with me while i ate noodles then like tat whole afternoon gone. ahhh.. haha.. had to go work le. quite sad. cos never managed to catch the nap i wanted to give myself. but was very pleasantly surprised when cher turned up and we had dinner together. haha.. oopss.. yeah my break. let my crew catch me nua-ing while eating yami yoghurt with cher. haha... but well we had a good time as always. haha then it was then when i suggested tat the neh neh pok gang, cher, sophy and i join the standard chartered run 10km of cos. oh no a crazy thing to do again. but well reason to keep fit til dec. will force the nua-ers like sophy and cher and hee. ft to join. lala.. i'm evil but hey i'm helping them keep fit.

hai.. i always believed in carol's 3 mth rule but seems like sparks can fly given the time and opportunity. but well onli time will tell. hee... =)

aarrgghh DnD on 3rd. nothing to wear. sharing a table with the boys. no one pei me go shop and do hair and make-up. trying my best to find a job b4 tat then i got reason not to go. well paid up le. but money not an issue. lazy.. to look for clothes to wear etc etc. haha.. i'm a sickening piggy.

listening to penny. haha.. yeah she's a darling to listen to. my fav song 街角的祝福 in the jus sing it album. but i think her so.. penny album is the best still. orientating myself to new album i bought. hee.. alright time to rest rest rest.. so mr cough cough and mr headache will be chased away... =) take care 生病的小猫s!!



skee the great


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