skee's daily happenings: at the crossroads

9/06/2005 04:57:00 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

at the crossroads

had a good sunday although it was damn rainy and got pretty wet. was grand papa's death anniversary and also my cheena bday. everyone in the fam excluding those who needed to go to church was there. was really 热闹. and i think grand mama was really happy. she's going to china next week and i guess it was a good gathering too for her, she's going to china for 1 and half months. guess going to china really was her motivation to get well since her fall some chinese new years ago. 2nd aunt cooked up a big feast.haha.. is nice to all eat together and catch up with my cousin (二哥). went to tai keng to 拜 my other 公公. watched the heavy rain come. tai keng is a nice place to watch the rain hit the ground and the water jus flowing into the pails mama took out and into the drain. have this facination with rain like forever since i was a little child. then papa one day saw me playing when i was like 2 or 3 years old then he hit me for the first and the last time. haha.. i bet my bum hurt but well no memory of it so heee.. played a bit with the rain and jus doing silly stuff... nice feeling although i ended up quite wet. anyway was pretty grouchy tat day cos morning got woken up by grouchy papa who forced me to call mama cos she had smth for me to do. aargghh... i hate being awaken by ppl forcefully. ok lah mama was sick so bo bian. got to be chaufeur for the day. then afternoon jus like napped for like 20 mins then mama called. aargghh.. jus hate it when they call and call and call. going to change my ring tone it's getting stressful. haha...

saw a diploma for hospitality studies under jobsdb's e-mail alert. really interesting and was thinking whether i shld study another year since my ultimate dream is to work in a casino. hai... thinking thinking thinking. haha.. still sending resumes although at a slow rate. hope grace settles her stuff and hire me. haha although i know she's a slave driver. haha.. oopps..

walked down esplanade jus now jus out of impulse. hai.. yeah yeah prob bday blues. hai.. maybe i'm too ambitous or watever, i see bdays as meansurement of self-worth somehow. hai.. once again. 一世无成. so kinda depressed. the walk was a little dark nearer to empress place but indochine was having a very nice band playing cello and keyboard. really soothing. haha... sat down at the outdoor theatre. haha esplanade really holds lotsa memories for me man. nearer to the sheares bridge end used to be a spot for zhu and i, where we'll jus sit down and talk. the spot where i cried my heart out becos of somebody. still so fresh in my mind. where zhu spent the first few mins of my 20th bday together with me. further down another spot where meiting was sitting down with me and we were jus talking and hanging still rem how good it felt. can't rem how did we end up together there. the bridge leading to merlion park the place where sophy and i spent a valentine's day together our 1st biz venture. selling flowers. still rem how happy we were when we sold the last few flowers and earned a small profit of $50 plus. maybe these past 2 months have been too hectic for me to stop and feel. din think much of somebody getting a gf but somehow i guess it affected me slightly. graduating moving on to another stage. never stop and feel the demise of it. hai... bday blues... go away go away...

b4 tat had a good time with cang, siwei, carol and qingyi. haha.. haven seen qingyi in a long long time. but glad tat she's doing really well. getting it on with a good guy better than the two-timing jerk the last time. haha well we jus sang our throats out at partyworld. haha.. overdose of singing these days. but singing with this bunch is definitely diff. this is the crazy bunch where we will jump on the sofa singing YMCA, sing boy band songs with exaggerated expressions. cang and siwei will do their falsetto thingy with female songs. oh man so damn funny. the one night in beijing, the A1's (still rem this boy band) take on me, the 爱的主打歌 where we are like almost cheong-ing in zouk. everybody dying with no voice. haha.. leave me wondering whether we sing to torture ourselves. haha.. but at the end of it, everyone was ready to roll on the floor with laughter. thanx carol for organising it. more successful than the one for ur bday. sorry!! ate at manhatten's fish market at PS. well smth like fish and co but their service seriously needs improvement man. we could see ms qingyi rolling her eyes and staring at the waitress. not too bad lah their pseudo-seafood platter thingy. haha.. although we were a gang of 10 to today's gang of 5 i'm still happy tat i still have them.

yesterday played lanterns with cher. sophy and special guest appearance by weilun and you kai. haha... we played at west coast although we were armed with lotsa snacks to go chinese gardens. jus rem the admission charge shld be quite high so hai.. sat on top of the spider webbie... butt a bit pain but the view up there when sophy and i climbed all the way up damn nice!! played not very long cos cher ended lessions late but was really fun and appreciate sophy and cher's efforts to pei me. haha.. another silly adventure by the NNP gang. b4 tat, swam with zhu at NUS pool, fried ourselves under the noon sun. ate lunch at arts canteen!! haha.. binging... then mango sago at biz canteen with sophy, zhu and bear. sophy and i ate 2 bowls each. haha.. then saw sherlene and chatted up a while. nice to be in sch but somehow feel tat dun belong le. hai... saw lotsa cute guys ard though. how come they not here when i was still studying? sobz.. haha... then sophy and i went JP to shop shop.. this is bad. retail therapy is bad for the pocket. hee... 不要脸 and asked giordano to give me bday discount.. hee.. bought a 3 quarts and sophy bought a monster inc. t-shirt. lala.. we bought traditional lanterns to play too. haha... on the mrt to meet cher at clementi, sophy and i jus realise how unpopular we are, cos we wanted to activate ppl to play with us cos got extra lanterns. in the end onli you kai pei us eat dinner and weilun come play with us. sadie sadie... all those muggers it's jus week 3 or 4 man.. aarrgghh... haha.. it's ok lah. i think NNP gang quite 自high one. dun need external influence to get high one. haha.. oopps.. lala... *muacks sophy and cher!!

candles on cakes, from this year onwards will be onli one! haha be it denial or watever. i can do watever i wan. it's MY day!! hee...

skee the great

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