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3/15/2006 02:41:00 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
my 225th post...
wow.. u mean it's been so long. haha 225th post le...
although technically this week got 3 off days. 1 management meeting. 1 doing boil-out of the fryers (overnight maintenance). 1 sunday! finally!! man doesn't seem relaxing to me.
feel like i'm at the crossroads once again. aahhh... sat met my sophy dear. she says it's normal after 6 mths in a job. things dun seem to be looking up somehow. hai... can i be doing smth better? of cos better is subjective. ray's making a decision whom to transfer out. hai.. nope i'm too newb to be on the chopping board but i would say either way we'll lose someone really good. i would say xiaoping's 6th sense is really accurate.she had a feeling she will not be back in store after her maternity leave. yeah although huini is her usual whiny self, but yeah she still does a good job in ordering and payroll and housekeeping. tough chioce.
talked to eugene today. man... do the crew always have complaints? of cos in this case very much so it's the leaders. managers and crew leaders who dun appreciate them enough and be tolerant with small mistakes. watching my every word and move now. and of cos keep getting complaint letters... why huh? aaahhh...
met up with yang wei and her fren today regarding the europe trip. hai... i'm happily reliving those moments reading my travel journal and going through my pics again. europe's a place i would love to go back to. found some really sweet things i would want to keep close to my heart always.
went back to NUS today. beginning to feel tat i dun belong le. which may be a good thing. dis-associating myself with the sch which gives ppl the dynamo brand x biz sch ad (tat's wat my smart ass smu student sister said abt the ad). haha oops. well look at the graduates of this sch slam their ads like nobody's biz over at bakerzin. oops. prob most of the girls of the same age or boys of our batch have alr graduated. not many familiar faces.
tempted to go nepal with sophy in august. hai.. but dun think ray will let me off for 2 weeks man.
think i'm a selfish brat these days. joining things on impulse and never really asking wat beanie thinks. maybe to me this is the definition of freedom ba. think he's rather shocked tat day to hear tat i'm considering going nepal with sophy. not tat i feel tat i'm being chained but maybe i haven really stopped to think tat i'm no longer jus one person anymore. and knowing mr beanie, he'll jus feel uncomfortable until one day i bother to ask or when he really cannot take it. haha he says he'll kill me if i tell him today i'm leaving for a holiday tmr. ha! yeah i do agree life's really different with someone. but we are still good independent individuals who trusts each other very much and feels secure. and one thing he's so tolerant of me. hai....
met miao ling today. she dropped by after work. she's at the suntec dbs for 1 week to cover somebody. she jus broke up with her bf of 2 years. ridiculous reasons the ex is giving. hai.. but well like i told her at least u din spend like 5 years on him, on the road to marriage then he dump u. sad huh. relationships are jus so fragile. there were no signs of any conflict loh. miao says prob he lost the feeling for her. sounds scary. oops. sounds familiar... i jus hope i would never have a chance to hurt anybody.
went for nvm on sunday. was dying halfway but proud tat i din stop at all. and it's jus a 10min thing. a tad no kick when we reached the top although my legs were like jelly. kinda disappointed tat there was no view to see. was half expecting tat we'll be at the place for the summit tour but no... sad. beanie was really encouraging throughout and i'm glad we joined this together. caught up a bit with jas, and ting ting whom i've haven seen for quite a while.
ting dun be sad k? if u need retail therapy or anything to relieve ur stress, i'm jus a call away.
skee the great
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