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9/12/2009 12:01:00 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
can the real SK pls stand up?
hai... think i'm having split personality. one moment i can be so mature handling things and the other throwing tantrum with my mama when i have enough of her ramblings.
Jen keeps saying that i act, think and dress like an older person. i'm so impressed with myself that i can be so rational sometimes.
just told mentor that if he feels i'm not deserving to be that privileged few, let me know. i know i have to earn my keep. just felt that he feels that i'm unworthy. maybe it will be then that i should move on. somehow the relationship with him has changed to just politeness and formal mentoring. the fact that he has to talk about me jumping in with 2 feet every month. maybe i'm slightly defensive this time. but sometimes am i trying too hard to please everybody?
tired trying to act the adult that maybe i am not. think i'm feeling down more often nowadays. why? where's the charged up SK that i used to be? somehow i cannot be the me i want to be, esp in front of him. =(
skee the great
*Esse
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